The girl hiding in your shadows

Saturday, October 9, 2010

I havent blogged on blogger for a damn long time.

I have been tumblr-ing every day though XD

School really tough.

Exams are on going now and im injured.

yesterday was a bad day.

when i woke, i couldnt stand up.

My back was just injured again, like during obs.

My mummy brought me to the hospital and i missed my bio paper.

And i studied damn hard for it:(

I felt better after eating the painkillers that i got from there.

Its a new medicine and stronger too, its good :D

however, i get drowsy from it D:

I went back to school for my history paper. Uncle Richard sent me to school while he and mummy went to brother's house to see Skye. Uncle Richard came to singapore for business trip, and his entire family is coming back during the christmas season and it would be cool to see my cousins again after a year:) Anyway, Uncle Richard's friend lent him his car and his chauffeur drove it. It was my first time in a car where a chauffeur drove me around. The car was really cool as in cool as cold cause there were many aircons and there the roof thing and the speaker above our heads. So, they sent me to school and they went to brother's place. I reached school and sat with Gracine, and both Michelle to study. Many people were shocked to see me in school and they were all very concern and i thank them for that. I didnt really have a choice about coming back to school as i took the SS paper already and if i didnt take the History paper, i would have 2 subject left. Anyways, the paper was kinda okay. and after the paper, Mrs tan started crying and apologised to us about not teaching us a skill and we were like telling her to stop crying cause we wanted to cry too and told her its alright cause its on 7marks XD and we know she did her best teaching us and we are happy for that :) Michelle and Gracine followed me to buy a drink and i walked them to Michelle's place as i was waiting for them to bring me home(Uncle Richard).

Right now, and today, i was really much glued to my bed. i only studied 2 chapters of maths. My back hurts really really bad. and im sad D:

♥ 7:19 PM

Friday, September 3, 2010

My goal for OBS was to not scream when i see any bugs.

OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE.

SEC 3 CAMP.

MY WATCH: ARMSTRONG:)

iNSTRUCTORS: MARIE & BEN

I MISS THEM!!

Monday:

We went to sch first and then we took the bus to the obs ground near ponggol?

Got into our watch, which included my class and 3/6.

We were known as ARMSTRONG!

Waited for a long time for the ferry to Ubin.

The first day was more of and introduction and we learnt about the different equipment and we learnt how to belay. We had a bag of happy food(biscuit and bread) and for dinner we used solid fuels to cook rice, sardines, beans and ikan bilis. Then we pitched our tent for the night. Bathing was a challenge, seriously. Before we went to bed, we had a fire drill in the darkness. Then we had to clean up our wash area cause some unconsidered person from somewhere choked the drain with rice. We fell asleep almost immediately as we were dead tired.

Tuesday:

We started the day with excises and games, followed by a challenge, to beat the time. We had lunch and then we learned how to kayak. i sit on the triyak(for 3 ppl) as i couldnt pedal much cause of my spinal problem. We learnt how to capsized. We were in the sea for 4hours? the sea was filled with something grossed, some people said it was fish poop-.- or algae or dead seaweed. When we finally reached camp 1, i went to the pavement and drop down, crying. Alex was crying with me too cause she had migraine. my back was like fucking pain, thats what i rmbed. Ben told me to go bathe and then go to the medical center when i used the hot bag for my back and rested for awhile. Dinner was in the canteen, it was considered good food to us! Had relfection time and then it was bed time:)

Wednesday:

When i woke, i couldnt get up, my back was like paralyzed. Sam and Celest when to get the nurse and i was brought to the medical center again and i used the hot bag, which surprisingly works:) i was later told that i had to go to the polyclinic in singapore to get checked up. Luckily, shirlyn and denise had to go too. Eric the nurse for the day, brought us there and we stayed there for 3h, including waiting and see the doctor. We then went back to ubin and had lunch. Alex joined us and then the course director who is "the up there, up there person but not so up there person" told us we had to go home, super sad! i almost cried. anyways we went to get our things and started packing up. Marie brought us back to camp 2 to get our bags by speed boat. It was really COOL. we took the ferry back to singapore and mummy came to pick me.

Did i achieve my goal?

i think i did a little.

like 60%?

Im proud of myself thought i didnt survive obs,

but i did survive half of it even though with my spinal problem

♥ 2:24 PM

Monday, August 23, 2010

Term 3 is ending and obs is next week. i failed Amaths, chem and bio. damn it huh? teachers' day celebration is on friday and house comm is up first:) some how i cant wait for teachers' day... i havent bought pressies yet and i dont plan on baking like last year...
last saturday we went to nuss for dinner and i managed to enter the lounge and had drinks:D gosh, i was like happy like mad la and i wore my converse with my dress:) i wanna dye and curl my hair!!! My freaking wrist is starting to hurt again:(

Cant wait for sept hols! but it seems that i have to go back to sch from mon-thurs :( i plan to go out with the gang and chloe and baby+crew:) and like go shopping, catch some movies and even camwhoring or tanning? Melissa said i am too light and i need a tan and she abandoned me is sch. i mean helloooo..... seriously, i went to pee and u left!:(

I wanna play dress up.

♥ 8:07 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2010

This is how i look when i wake up.

BLUR LIKE SOTONG right?

so dont make me do this when i just wake.

im warning you:)

HAHA-.- im going to sleep.

"hint hint"

♥ 3:16 PM

Sunday, August 8, 2010

I havent been blogging for a long time cause i couldnt use the com for 2 weeks as my right hand is sprained and thats the reason:( my hand still hurts once in a while and like i cant train and i miss shooting. the really weird feelings coming back.

Watched the last air bender in 3D last night at west mall and damn it was only the 1st book! gotta wait for the next one:( CANTTT WAITT! The 3rd narnia movie is coming out in december and like vampire suck is going to be screened in singapore:) WHOOOPPPEEE!!!!

Tomorrow is national day and im going out! :DD So the plan is have lunch at seoul gardens with michelle and other ppl, meet family for national day celebration at marina sands and after that maybe catch a movie with few friends?

So yesterday was like YOG in IJ and there was the torch relay and stuff. House comm had to prepare booths and i stayed backed really late for a week to enhance and make the booth- SUMO WRESTLING! , better for YOG as it was used during the International Friendship day!

I have like a tons of homework as i couldnt write for a week and im gonna start doing it at 2pm!

ps. crabs for dinner tonight :)

♥ 1:35 PM

Monday, July 26, 2010

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Sunday, July 25, 2010

I am SICK:(

Yesterday i went to ACJC to watch the De La Salle HSM jr Musical and Gracine joined me. I expected ACJC to be like better than i thought but oh well, nvm. The students cant really sing and it is more of a parody than a junior version and like Troy and Gabriella didnt kiss:(

♥ 12:22 PM

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

3/5's Peranakans :)

Racial Harmony Day was today and only 7 ppl in class wore traditional outfits :) We took lots of picture:D and the weather was and still is HOT HOT HOT!!!

♥ 6:44 PM

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

If my name was forever.

Will you say: I love you forever?

Tomorrow is racial harmony day and i was freaking out as i could find my peranakan clothes and like when i found them, my sis said she was wearing it and then i found the 2 more tops so i was like now i gotta find a skirt so i spent some time looking for it and i found a skirt! then my sis say she's not wearing the skirt! LOLOLOL so now i have 2 tops and 2 skirts! i would decide which to wear tomorrow:) Im feeling happy! i have like no homework today!

If your not happy, Im not happy!

kidding.

smilez out:D

♥ 6:55 PM

Monday, July 19, 2010

Guess this means your sorry.

♥ 10:35 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Today was quite an interesting day, had to speak chinese for like 3mins, as it was a practice for oral. and i think i did it? LOL We had a new pe teacher and he didnt really care about the 'us' who didnt take pe. Finally, i didnt have to explain to the teachers :) I survived maths even though hui wen left for her Os chinese oral. We have ONLY 10 maths questions and 10 maths questions ONLY for homework. Mr fernandez and his jokes. LOL. anyways, i have to go train tomorrow and there's assembly and Chemistry. WHOOO!! NOT-.-

♥ 6:01 PM

Friday, July 9, 2010

Charlene's 21st :D

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Today- Friday 9/07

School > Training > Watching Snow and Sasha swim

> Crab for dinner.

Today wasnt really a fairytale but the day was only 85% enjoyable as my morning was terrible.

ps. A survey thing, i took showed that im stressed :(

♥ 10:07 PM

Thursday, July 8, 2010

I wanna mc tomorrow but my mummy says no-.- which means after training tomorrow, my back would be fucking pain. And my weekend is going to be screwed. Which means I would be sleeping through 70% of my weekend. Screw it.

♥ 10:01 PM

Today was just pure tiring. I climbed(4storeys) up and walked(4storeys) down in a total of 10 ten times today-.- a torture. Right now, school seems easier. It's like I am starting to understand everything, even chemistry. No lie. I want another dog! Seriously. It's like I need another someone and right now, I think that someone is a dog:) mummy says no. Her reason is because it would be sad when it dies and I don't believe that that is the main reason. Even if I die, it would be sad for my family wad. So I don't believe it! I would have to have another dog before I turn 16 or else my life wouldn't be complete. No one gets it, really no one does. Therefore they expects so much form me and now all I'm asking is for a dog. I'm not like the Americans teenager girls who wants a car for their sweet 16. I just want a dog, I plan to go SPCA one day and take a look:)

♥ 6:46 PM

Sunday, July 4, 2010

I survived the first week of SCHOOOOLLLLLL :)

Amazing. just simply amazing. Nothing much happened besides the usual: i wanna sleep everyday. Friday was cross country and it was muddy. there were frogs, spiders, grasshoppers and other creepy crawly:( Watched eclipse with Gracine, Yolanda and Regina :) ate swensens :) Yesterday was CIP at the Cannosaville home and dinner at NUSS, cause it was my grandma's bday. IT WAS A 10 COURSE MEAL AND LIKE EVERYTHING WAS YUMMY! ESP THE SHARK FIN!!!! i have like alot of pics to post but i dont have time to upload them:( i have been sick for like a week with cough and sore throat, but it seems that my sore throat has recovered:)

Why has everyone watched toy story 3?

♥ 2:13 PM

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Where were you when i needed you?

Why do u treat me like trash?

I hate our history.

I wish i never met you.

Now i have to rub away the scars you left.

And start all over again.

Am i supposed to feel this crappy?

Life. Is. Unfair.

♥ 7:06 PM

Sunday, June 27, 2010

OMFG.

♥ 9:24 PM

Baby, all i want is you.

♥ 4:20 PM

Yesterday was Charlene's 21 bday party and today's her actual bday:)At her party, it was Indian food and surprisingly it was NICE:D Took pictures and i was being a good girl and i only drank a sip of white wine. only 1 sip. HAHAHAHAHHA. nvm, next year i will drink 3 whole glasses full. Baby steps. LOL ohh and last night clarence was like helping me with problems:) he was like quite blur at it, but at least i told someone else about it. Charlene's cousin knows my boyfriend :) and Charlene's friend is Natalie's cousin. SMALL WORLD DUDE.

Today is the last day of freedom and i would be at home doing my homework. SUCK TTM-.-

♥ 11:44 AM

Friday, June 25, 2010

Wanna know why i havent been blogging?
cause my holidays are kinda screwed up and i dont want to rmb them.
I only enjoyed my trip with yolanda and the choir rehearsals days with the peeps:)

Marina Bay Sands was COOL :) LIKE MEGA COOL :D

We had a suite to rest in and it was BIG!

We played truth or dare and would u rather:)

We broke the guinness world of records :)

and i found a boyfriend :)

I had to leave Marina Bay for awhile to go for my competition and i had makeup on cause i didnt have time to remove it and everyone who wasnt shooting was staring at me:( distraction? maybe? HAHAHAHAHHA i shoot quite well 373 and i improved like 4 points :) which made me kinda happy but i knew i could have done better and my last shot wasnt a 10 :( cause i needed to pee. lame excuse huh? but i couldnt stop drinking water cause i was like going to have a sore throat cause of the singing :)

btw, my mum said i cant go for my cousin bday tomorrow if i dont finish my homework:( crap right? i mean, she only cares if i finish my homework. I didnt even tell her about my score cause after she 'congrats' me, she would ask : finish your homework already -.- everyone expects me to be like so great, i rmb on the psle day, when i found out i got 209 which i didnt care, i only cared that i didnt get an A* for my maths, my mum and sis just gave me 'fake' smiles and i knew it. so what? they want me to go to a good jc but they dont want me to go to acjc. crap right? i think they want me to go to some cheena sch la. like the pro sch. and i plan to dsa cause i know i cant use my score to get it and they are should know it too! it so damn obvious! i mean i am not like them all teachers and i dont plan to be a doctor, lawyer or even some accountant or whatever, i dont want to be in the office all day. i am going to be an animal protector and i dont give a damn about what u think. my life isnt all that great and i dont want the animals to have a sucky life. thats my dream and u are not going to stop me.

so i dont really give a damn about anyone now. and i side with 'my' people and i wont give a fuck. i mean it. u think i cant be who i wanna be and have to listen to u forever? guess again. i just let my holidays pass and damn, i can say I AM HAPPY :)

♥ 12:02 PM

Friday, June 18, 2010

I haven't blogged about Malaysia yet cause I am BUSY!
I have been like using my phone only and hardly on the com.
I am sort of dreading next wenesday.
Cause it's like the press confrence and then I have to rush for my competition by taxi which means $$$ and after that rushed back to marina sands by taxi which means alot more of $$$ and then performance at the hotel? Then for the grand opening?

I have got to be where my spirit can run free:)

♥ 11:35 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

PERFORMING AT MAIRNA BAY GRAND OPENING :)

Who knows what miracles you can achieve?

♥ 9:35 PM

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Baby, just call me:

Nalashagurleeta :)

♥ 8:19 PM

Saturday, June 5, 2010

I am going to be a kid tonight-.-

Dont ask questions man.

Going for that concert where my ticket is a child ticket.

LOL TTM right?

so no make-up, no pretty shoes.

Just T-shirt, jeans and converse huh?

Well Ashlley is going to perform so yeah.

This Concert is about:

Around 250 children will fill this year’s offering in a Glee-inspired revue of song and dance from stage and screen blockbusters, as well as current interpretations of pop, rock and R&B hits made popular by the Golden Globe award winning television show. Every performance will bring back fond memories from your children’s favourite TV channels and entertainment industry awards.

The variety show spans a century of performing arts culture that will surely attract all audiences, young and old. We enjoin all the kids, parents and friends of Kids Performing to celebrate Hope with us – to sing, act and dance, and to get inspired!

HMMMz. i found a knot in my hair D:

♥ 5:11 PM

♥ 1:21 PM

I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way.
Possible candidate (YEAH!)
Who knew,
That you'd be up in here lookin' like you do.
You're makin' stayin' over here impossible.
Baby I must say your aura is incredible,
If you don't have to go don't!

♥ 1:12 PM

Thursday, June 3, 2010

(random pic off FB)

GOD. they are ants on the table D:

sighz. supper now.

sherperd's pie?

yummy?!?!?!?!

:DDD

♥ 11:47 PM

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

MONDAYYYY:)

♥ 10:14 PM

Sometimes i need you real bad.

Other times i dont give a shit what you do.

♥ 10:08 PM

How does she know that you love her?

How do you show that you love her?

How does she know that you really, really,

truly love her?

♥ 1:10 PM

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

its not what I wear, its how I wear it.
okay, its what I wear too.

I have to look good while I'm on my way to the top.

♥ 9:49 PM

Sunday, May 30, 2010

I havent been blogging long stories for sometime cause:

i have been TOO LAZY.

i admit it, i have been LAZY! ]

Cant wait for malaysia trip with YOLANDA:)

and cant wait to meet GRACINE & REGINA IN GENTING:)

Dream come true huh?

but this aint no fairytale. Therefore,

dreams do come true but only 1 time in a MILLION TIMES.

I stated my point.

WHO THE HELL INVENTED FAIRYTALES???

MAKING ALL THE LITTLE CHILDREN WISHING:

FOR SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN?

BULLSHIT.

Anyways:)

Went to church on friday as there was this celebration where the 3 friars became priests:)

the church was super duper crowded!!! Had dinner outside church and MAGNUM for dessert :) YUMMY.... I WANT ONE MORE :D btw, i got bored in church during the mass and i started camwhoring, and my mother got angry :P oppsy :P

MY FAV PIC OF THE DAY :

I trained yesterday and shot like 38shots only cause my back hurt:(

my shots were averagely 8.8 :(

i had like seven 8s :(

crappy!

shitzz.....

I have been sleeping like a pig, these few days and my mummy aint like it:(

waking up after 12 and stone the whole day.

WOW, this is definitely the BEST holiday -.-

right now i am downloading videos :)

its legal! OKAY?

hahahahha :)

GYMMING AND SWIMMING TOMORROW :)

WHOOOOO :)

♥ 3:48 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2010

SCHOOL's OUT!

COME ON, LET'S...

SCREAM AND SHOUT! WHOOO!!!:D

i wish i was that happy.

the holidays are here huh?

i dont think so.

2 competition coming up = TRAINING :(

failed 4 subjects, which according to most adults in my life means:

i gotta STUDY STUDY STUDY! :(

i think i have changed through out the 5 months.

but i dunno if i became a better or bad person.

Your the judge, what ya think?

MAY :

APRIL:

MARCH :

FEBRUARY:

JANUARY:

PS. I AM GETTING OLDER HUH?

♥ 12:11 AM

Monday, May 24, 2010

I thought i failed 5 subjects cause some idiots told me i failed 5 and i was kinda depressed cause EVERYONE, well most people, only fail 4 subjects. so today when mr frenandez gave me my papers i was like WTF i PASSED EMATHS and i was damn fucking happy. i cant describe my happiness. i knew i could not fail emaths! so i am damn happy. but i dunno if my mum will let me go out now cause i only failed 4 and not 5:D this is really good news.

Fiesta was like on friday. i think it was a great success for my class as out candy house(factory)

had a really long queue. our doll in the factory is called MUTHU and Muthu is a girl who is our class mascot :) good times :D

♥ 10:48 PM

IJ FIESTA - Candy Factory <3

♥ 9:46 PM

its not what I wear, its how I wear it.okay, its what I wear too.I have to look good while I'm on my way to the top.

its not what I wear, its how I wear it.
okay, its what I wear too.

I have to look good while I'm on my way to the top.