My faiRyTaLE

2010-10-09T19:19:00.002+08:00

I havent blogged on blogger for a damn long time.

I have been tumblr-ing every day though XD

School really tough.

Exams are on going now and im injured.

yesterday was a bad day.

when i woke, i couldnt stand up.

My back was just injured again, like during obs.

My mummy brought me to the hospital and i missed my bio paper.

And i studied damn hard for it:(

I felt better after eating the painkillers that i got from there.

Its a new medicine and stronger too, its good :D

however, i get drowsy from it D:

I went back to school for my history paper. Uncle Richard sent me to school while he and mummy went to brother's house to see Skye. Uncle Richard came to singapore for business trip, and his entire family is coming back during the christmas season and it would be cool to see my cousins again after a year:) Anyway, Uncle Richard's friend lent him his car and his chauffeur drove it. It was my first time in a car where a chauffeur drove me around. The car was really cool as in cool as cold cause there were many aircons and there the roof thing and the speaker above our heads. So, they sent me to school and they went to brother's place. I reached school and sat with Gracine, and both Michelle to study. Many people were shocked to see me in school and they were all very concern and i thank them for that. I didnt really have a choice about coming back to school as i took the SS paper already and if i didnt take the History paper, i would have 2 subject left. Anyways, the paper was kinda okay. and after the paper, Mrs tan started crying and apologised to us about not teaching us a skill and we were like telling her to stop crying cause we wanted to cry too and told her its alright cause its on 7marks XD and we know she did her best teaching us and we are happy for that :) Michelle and Gracine followed me to buy a drink and i walked them to Michelle's place as i was waiting for them to bring me home(Uncle Richard).

Right now, and today, i was really much glued to my bed. i only studied 2 chapters of maths. My back hurts really really bad. and im sad D:

2010-09-03T14:24:00.007+08:00

My goal for OBS was to not scream when i see any bugs.

OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE.

SEC 3 CAMP.

MY WATCH: ARMSTRONG:)

iNSTRUCTORS: MARIE & BEN

I MISS THEM!!

Monday:

We went to sch first and then we took the bus to the obs ground near ponggol?

Got into our watch, which included my class and 3/6.

We were known as ARMSTRONG!

Waited for a long time for the ferry to Ubin.

The first day was more of and introduction and we learnt about the different equipment and we learnt how to belay. We had a bag of happy food(biscuit and bread) and for dinner we used solid fuels to cook rice, sardines, beans and ikan bilis. Then we pitched our tent for the night. Bathing was a challenge, seriously. Before we went to bed, we had a fire drill in the darkness. Then we had to clean up our wash area cause some unconsidered person from somewhere choked the drain with rice. We fell asleep almost immediately as we were dead tired.

Tuesday:

We started the day with excises and games, followed by a challenge, to beat the time. We had lunch and then we learned how to kayak. i sit on the triyak(for 3 ppl) as i couldnt pedal much cause of my spinal problem. We learnt how to capsized. We were in the sea for 4hours? the sea was filled with something grossed, some people said it was fish poop-.- or algae or dead seaweed. When we finally reached camp 1, i went to the pavement and drop down, crying. Alex was crying with me too cause she had migraine. my back was like fucking pain, thats what i rmbed. Ben told me to go bathe and then go to the medical center when i used the hot bag for my back and rested for awhile. Dinner was in the canteen, it was considered good food to us! Had relfection time and then it was bed time:)

Wednesday:

When i woke, i couldnt get up, my back was like paralyzed. Sam and Celest when to get the nurse and i was brought to the medical center again and i used the hot bag, which surprisingly works:) i was later told that i had to go to the polyclinic in singapore to get checked up. Luckily, shirlyn and denise had to go too. Eric the nurse for the day, brought us there and we stayed there for 3h, including waiting and see the doctor. We then went back to ubin and had lunch. Alex joined us and then the course director who is "the up there, up there person but not so up there person" told us we had to go home, super sad! i almost cried. anyways we went to get our things and started packing up. Marie brought us back to camp 2 to get our bags by speed boat. It was really COOL. we took the ferry back to singapore and mummy came to pick me.

Did i achieve my goal?

i think i did a little.

like 60%?

Im proud of myself thought i didnt survive obs,

but i did survive half of it even though with my spinal problem

2010-08-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

Term 3 is ending and obs is next week. i failed Amaths, chem and bio. damn it huh? teachers' day celebration is on friday and house comm is up first:) some how i cant wait for teachers' day... i havent bought pressies yet and i dont plan on baking like last year...
last saturday we went to nuss for dinner and i managed to enter the lounge and had drinks:D gosh, i was like happy like mad la and i wore my converse with my dress:) i wanna dye and curl my hair!!! My freaking wrist is starting to hurt again:(

Cant wait for sept hols! but it seems that i have to go back to sch from mon-thurs :( i plan to go out with the gang and chloe and baby+crew:) and like go shopping, catch some movies and even camwhoring or tanning? Melissa said i am too light and i need a tan and she abandoned me is sch. i mean helloooo..... seriously, i went to pee and u left!:(

I wanna play dress up.

2010-08-12T15:16:00.001+08:00

This is how i look when i wake up.

BLUR LIKE SOTONG right?

so dont make me do this when i just wake.

im warning you:)

HAHA-.- im going to sleep.

"hint hint"

2010-08-08T13:35:00.002+08:00

I havent been blogging for a long time cause i couldnt use the com for 2 weeks as my right hand is sprained and thats the reason:( my hand still hurts once in a while and like i cant train and i miss shooting. the really weird feelings coming back.

Watched the last air bender in 3D last night at west mall and damn it was only the 1st book! gotta wait for the next one:( CANTTT WAITT! The 3rd narnia movie is coming out in december and like vampire suck is going to be screened in singapore:) WHOOOPPPEEE!!!!

Tomorrow is national day and im going out! :DD So the plan is have lunch at seoul gardens with michelle and other ppl, meet family for national day celebration at marina sands and after that maybe catch a movie with few friends?

So yesterday was like YOG in IJ and there was the torch relay and stuff. House comm had to prepare booths and i stayed backed really late for a week to enhance and make the booth- SUMO WRESTLING! , better for YOG as it was used during the International Friendship day!

I have like a tons of homework as i couldnt write for a week and im gonna start doing it at 2pm!

ps. crabs for dinner tonight :)

2010-07-26T21:53:00.001+08:00

2010-07-25T12:22:00.003+08:00

I am SICK:(

Yesterday i went to ACJC to watch the De La Salle HSM jr Musical and Gracine joined me. I expected ACJC to be like better than i thought but oh well, nvm. The students cant really sing and it is more of a parody than a junior version and like Troy and Gabriella didnt kiss:(

2010-07-21T18:44:00.002+08:00

3/5's Peranakans :)

Racial Harmony Day was today and only 7 ppl in class wore traditional outfits :) We took lots of picture:D and the weather was and still is HOT HOT HOT!!!

2010-07-20T18:55:00.004+08:00

If my name was forever.

Will you say: I love you forever?

Tomorrow is racial harmony day and i was freaking out as i could find my peranakan clothes and like when i found them, my sis said she was wearing it and then i found the 2 more tops so i was like now i gotta find a skirt so i spent some time looking for it and i found a skirt! then my sis say she's not wearing the skirt! LOLOLOL so now i have 2 tops and 2 skirts! i would decide which to wear tomorrow:) Im feeling happy! i have like no homework today!

If your not happy, Im not happy!

kidding.

smilez out:D

2010-07-19T22:35:00.001+08:00

Guess this means your sorry.

2010-07-13T18:01:00.002+08:00

Today was quite an interesting day, had to speak chinese for like 3mins, as it was a practice for oral. and i think i did it? LOL We had a new pe teacher and he didnt really care about the 'us' who didnt take pe. Finally, i didnt have to explain to the teachers :) I survived maths even though hui wen left for her Os chinese oral. We have ONLY 10 maths questions and 10 maths questions ONLY for homework. Mr fernandez and his jokes. LOL. anyways, i have to go train tomorrow and there's assembly and Chemistry. WHOOO!! NOT-.-

2010-07-09T22:07:00.007+08:00

Charlene's 21st :D

_______________________________________________________

Today- Friday 9/07

School > Training > Watching Snow and Sasha swim

> Crab for dinner.

Today wasnt really a fairytale but the day was only 85% enjoyable as my morning was terrible.

ps. A survey thing, i took showed that im stressed :(

2010-07-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

I wanna mc tomorrow but my mummy says no-.- which means after training tomorrow, my back would be fucking pain. And my weekend is going to be screwed. Which means I would be sleeping through 70% of my weekend. Screw it.

2010-07-08T18:46:00.002+08:00

Today was just pure tiring. I climbed(4storeys) up and walked(4storeys) down in a total of 10 ten times today-.- a torture. Right now, school seems easier. It's like I am starting to understand everything, even chemistry. No lie. I want another dog! Seriously. It's like I need another someone and right now, I think that someone is a dog:) mummy says no. Her reason is because it would be sad when it dies and I don't believe that that is the main reason. Even if I die, it would be sad for my family wad. So I don't believe it! I would have to have another dog before I turn 16 or else my life wouldn't be complete. No one gets it, really no one does. Therefore they expects so much form me and now all I'm asking is for a dog. I'm not like the Americans teenager girls who wants a car for their sweet 16. I just want a dog, I plan to go SPCA one day and take a look:)

2010-07-04T14:13:00.002+08:00

I survived the first week of SCHOOOOLLLLLL :)

Amazing. just simply amazing. Nothing much happened besides the usual: i wanna sleep everyday. Friday was cross country and it was muddy. there were frogs, spiders, grasshoppers and other creepy crawly:( Watched eclipse with Gracine, Yolanda and Regina :) ate swensens :) Yesterday was CIP at the Cannosaville home and dinner at NUSS, cause it was my grandma's bday. IT WAS A 10 COURSE MEAL AND LIKE EVERYTHING WAS YUMMY! ESP THE SHARK FIN!!!! i have like alot of pics to post but i dont have time to upload them:( i have been sick for like a week with cough and sore throat, but it seems that my sore throat has recovered:)

Why has everyone watched toy story 3?

2010-06-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

Where were you when i needed you?

Why do u treat me like trash?

I hate our history.

I wish i never met you.

Now i have to rub away the scars you left.

And start all over again.

Am i supposed to feel this crappy?

Life. Is. Unfair.

2010-06-27T21:24:00.002+08:00

OMFG.

2010-06-27T16:20:00.000+08:00

Baby, all i want is you.

2010-06-27T11:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Charlene's 21 bday party and today's her actual bday:)At her party, it was Indian food and surprisingly it was NICE:D Took pictures and i was being a good girl and i only drank a sip of white wine. only 1 sip. HAHAHAHAHHA. nvm, next year i will drink 3 whole glasses full. Baby steps. LOL ohh and last night clarence was like helping me with problems:) he was like quite blur at it, but at least i told someone else about it. Charlene's cousin knows my boyfriend :) and Charlene's friend is Natalie's cousin. SMALL WORLD DUDE.

Today is the last day of freedom and i would be at home doing my homework. SUCK TTM-.-

2010-06-25T12:02:00.006+08:00

Wanna know why i havent been blogging?
cause my holidays are kinda screwed up and i dont want to rmb them.
I only enjoyed my trip with yolanda and the choir rehearsals days with the peeps:)

Marina Bay Sands was COOL :) LIKE MEGA COOL :D

We had a suite to rest in and it was BIG!

We played truth or dare and would u rather:)

We broke the guinness world of records :)

and i found a boyfriend :)

I had to leave Marina Bay for awhile to go for my competition and i had makeup on cause i didnt have time to remove it and everyone who wasnt shooting was staring at me:( distraction? maybe? HAHAHAHAHHA i shoot quite well 373 and i improved like 4 points :) which made me kinda happy but i knew i could have done better and my last shot wasnt a 10 :( cause i needed to pee. lame excuse huh? but i couldnt stop drinking water cause i was like going to have a sore throat cause of the singing :)

btw, my mum said i cant go for my cousin bday tomorrow if i dont finish my homework:( crap right? i mean, she only cares if i finish my homework. I didnt even tell her about my score cause after she 'congrats' me, she would ask : finish your homework already -.- everyone expects me to be like so great, i rmb on the psle day, when i found out i got 209 which i didnt care, i only cared that i didnt get an A* for my maths, my mum and sis just gave me 'fake' smiles and i knew it. so what? they want me to go to a good jc but they dont want me to go to acjc. crap right? i think they want me to go to some cheena sch la. like the pro sch. and i plan to dsa cause i know i cant use my score to get it and they are should know it too! it so damn obvious! i mean i am not like them all teachers and i dont plan to be a doctor, lawyer or even some accountant or whatever, i dont want to be in the office all day. i am going to be an animal protector and i dont give a damn about what u think. my life isnt all that great and i dont want the animals to have a sucky life. thats my dream and u are not going to stop me.

so i dont really give a damn about anyone now. and i side with 'my' people and i wont give a fuck. i mean it. u think i cant be who i wanna be and have to listen to u forever? guess again. i just let my holidays pass and damn, i can say I AM HAPPY :)

2010-06-18T11:35:00.002+08:00

I haven't blogged about Malaysia yet cause I am BUSY!
I have been like using my phone only and hardly on the com.
I am sort of dreading next wenesday.
Cause it's like the press confrence and then I have to rush for my competition by taxi which means $$$ and after that rushed back to marina sands by taxi which means alot more of $$$ and then performance at the hotel? Then for the grand opening?

I have got to be where my spirit can run free:)

2010-06-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

PERFORMING AT MAIRNA BAY GRAND OPENING :)

Who knows what miracles you can achieve?

2010-06-06T20:19:00.001+08:00

Baby, just call me:

Nalashagurleeta :)

2010-06-05T17:11:00.003+08:00

I am going to be a kid tonight-.-

Dont ask questions man.

Going for that concert where my ticket is a child ticket.

LOL TTM right?

so no make-up, no pretty shoes.

Just T-shirt, jeans and converse huh?

Well Ashlley is going to perform so yeah.

This Concert is about:

Around 250 children will fill this year’s offering in a Glee-inspired revue of song and dance from stage and screen blockbusters, as well as current interpretations of pop, rock and R&B hits made popular by the Golden Globe award winning television show. Every performance will bring back fond memories from your children’s favourite TV channels and entertainment industry awards.

The variety show spans a century of performing arts culture that will surely attract all audiences, young and old. We enjoin all the kids, parents and friends of Kids Performing to celebrate Hope with us – to sing, act and dance, and to get inspired!

HMMMz. i found a knot in my hair D:

2010-06-05T13:21:00.003+08:00

2010-06-05T13:12:00.003+08:00

I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way.
Possible candidate (YEAH!)
Who knew,
That you'd be up in here lookin' like you do.
You're makin' stayin' over here impossible.
Baby I must say your aura is incredible,
If you don't have to go don't!

2010-06-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

(random pic off FB)

GOD. they are ants on the table D:

sighz. supper now.

sherperd's pie?

yummy?!?!?!?!

:DDD

2010-06-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

MONDAYYYY:)

2010-06-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i need you real bad.

Other times i dont give a shit what you do.

2010-06-02T13:10:00.003+08:00

How does she know that you love her?

How do you show that you love her?

How does she know that you really, really,

truly love her?

2010-06-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

its not what I wear, its how I wear it.
okay, its what I wear too.

I have to look good while I'm on my way to the top.

2010-05-30T15:48:00.006+08:00

I havent been blogging long stories for sometime cause:

i have been TOO LAZY.

i admit it, i have been LAZY! ]

Cant wait for malaysia trip with YOLANDA:)

and cant wait to meet GRACINE & REGINA IN GENTING:)

Dream come true huh?

but this aint no fairytale. Therefore,

dreams do come true but only 1 time in a MILLION TIMES.

I stated my point.

WHO THE HELL INVENTED FAIRYTALES???

MAKING ALL THE LITTLE CHILDREN WISHING:

FOR SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN?

BULLSHIT.

Anyways:)

Went to church on friday as there was this celebration where the 3 friars became priests:)

the church was super duper crowded!!! Had dinner outside church and MAGNUM for dessert :) YUMMY.... I WANT ONE MORE :D btw, i got bored in church during the mass and i started camwhoring, and my mother got angry :P oppsy :P

MY FAV PIC OF THE DAY :

I trained yesterday and shot like 38shots only cause my back hurt:(

my shots were averagely 8.8 :(

i had like seven 8s :(

crappy!

shitzz.....

I have been sleeping like a pig, these few days and my mummy aint like it:(

waking up after 12 and stone the whole day.

WOW, this is definitely the BEST holiday -.-

right now i am downloading videos :)

its legal! OKAY?

hahahahha :)

GYMMING AND SWIMMING TOMORROW :)

WHOOOOO :)

2010-05-29T00:11:00.005+08:00

SCHOOL's OUT!

COME ON, LET'S...

SCREAM AND SHOUT! WHOOO!!!:D

i wish i was that happy.

the holidays are here huh?

i dont think so.

2 competition coming up = TRAINING :(

failed 4 subjects, which according to most adults in my life means:

i gotta STUDY STUDY STUDY! :(

i think i have changed through out the 5 months.

but i dunno if i became a better or bad person.

Your the judge, what ya think?

MAY :

APRIL:

MARCH :

FEBRUARY:

JANUARY:

PS. I AM GETTING OLDER HUH?

2010-05-24T22:48:00.004+08:00

I thought i failed 5 subjects cause some idiots told me i failed 5 and i was kinda depressed cause EVERYONE, well most people, only fail 4 subjects. so today when mr frenandez gave me my papers i was like WTF i PASSED EMATHS and i was damn fucking happy. i cant describe my happiness. i knew i could not fail emaths! so i am damn happy. but i dunno if my mum will let me go out now cause i only failed 4 and not 5:D this is really good news.

Fiesta was like on friday. i think it was a great success for my class as out candy house(factory)

had a really long queue. our doll in the factory is called MUTHU and Muthu is a girl who is our class mascot :) good times :D

2010-05-24T21:46:00.009+08:00

IJ FIESTA - Candy Factory <3

2010-05-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

2010-05-14T06:04:00.004+08:00

16234.) I want to stop wanting you. But i can't. Just like I can't get what I want.

2010-05-13T01:37:00.000+08:00

You're the one, i think each day :D

ps. a part of me, will always be with you.

2010-05-12T23:00:00.008+08:00

2010-05-10T21:54:00.001+08:00

In exactly 12 & 1/2h time, i would be a

FREE WOMAN :D

2010-05-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

OMG
WTF
I want that shirt!!!

2010-05-06T17:02:00.004+08:00

Remember when i used to say i LOVE maths.
Well, i was young and dumb then.
IT SUCKS ttm.
Its been 1 & a 1/2 h and i only finished revising
TWO FREAKING CHAPTERS D:
And this is Emaths.
Which means that Amaths would be a bloodsucker-.-
FML.

A new song that caught my interest
(this is just the first verse):
Math sucks by jimmy buffett

If necessity is the mother of invention
Then I'd like to kill the guy who invented this
The numbers come together in some kind of 3rd dimension
A regular algebraic bliss.
Let's start with something simple
Like one and one ain't three
And two plus two will never get you five
There's fractions in my subtraction
And X don't equal Y
But my homework is bound to multiply

:DDD

2010-05-04T17:37:00.000+08:00

And they say:
She's so lucky,
She's a star.
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart.
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life.
Then why do these tears come at night?

2010-05-03T20:17:00.001+08:00

Tired and sleepy D:
the meds caused it.
Will I flunk my exams?
I don't mind flunking chem cause
I have no idea what miss.n says -.-
but the others?

2010-05-03T14:35:00.002+08:00

6 DIFFERENT MEDICINE D:

HORRIBLE!!! DDD:

CRAPPY feeling, i tell ya.

sick

sick.

i wanna cry now.

only done with 2 papers.

6 more.

i wanna sleep.

cough, sneeze, cough, sneeze, puke.

damn. next week, will come my dear.

it will come but how soon?

i gave up on my first 2 paper cause i was tooo sick to do it.

WHAT NOW ???

`i am still holding on`

fyi.

2010-04-27T22:24:00.010+08:00

2010-04-25T01:13:00.002+08:00

I know i should be sleeping but...

Exams are on thursday and i dont feel stress.

i have been quite emo lately.

and quite sleepy too.

must be the weather.

i swear.

During the combine maths class on friday with 3/3,

when mr.f asked if he was going to fast:

3/5: YES!!!!

3/3: no? -.-

(3/3 stares at 3/5)

embarrassing + creepy sia.

late lunch with cezanne, naomi, edyln, nga wai & michelle.

it was like a gossip and chit chatting time.

haha.

all the stories <3

2010-04-22T21:18:00.010+08:00

stupid cut from the table D: my leg hurts D:

2010-04-21T17:51:00.002+08:00

An empty street, an empty house;
A hole inside my heart.
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why?
I wonder where they are.
The days we had, the songs we sang together.

2010-04-19T22:33:00.003+08:00

So long, farewell,
I fear to say goodbye D:

2010-04-18T00:30:00.001+08:00

Gosh, if I had asked you out for supper today,
you wouldn't have to be with her D:

Near; far, my heart will go on.

2010-04-11T21:31:00.002+08:00

Had a monthly shoot today.
After that, trained to regina's place.
Meet Gracine at the mrt and bought lunch.
Walked to Regina's house.
Did maths, watched :
soroirity row;
ghost whispers;
suite life on deck;
sonny with a chance;
random videos;
& telephone music video :D

hahaahahahhahahahaaa! I was acting really weird today. Screaming and laughing alot. I was like almost crazy. Surprisingly, we didn't gossip D: jkjk :D Ate chicken rice for dinner. Managed to do bio and maths homework. I think I still owe maths homework. But there is too many! Omg. Ss. I have not done it D: I have not uploaded alot of videos. Competitions's ones and crazy videos of ppl acting crazy. It's still in my phone :) (: I wanna go japan and new york' I wanna shop shop shop. When Gracine comes back from London, Yolanda and I will be in Malaysia D: sighz. So we can only go out after that. My hair is shorter and thinner now.I am happy and sad cause my hair is thinner:D but I miss my long hair with the curls D:

I can't have everything huh? D:

But I drank 3 cups of bubble tea today! :D

2010-04-09T19:11:00.003+08:00

The competition was badly GOOD.

some how, its that way.

Gosh.

team position: 11 out of 21 schools

My indvi position: 34 out of 64

i dont know what to say.

School is really stressful as i have missed 3 days of school.

I used to love maths, but now;

i cant really be bothered to solve maths sums.

it used to be a JOY-.- to solve them but now its a chore.

2010-04-08T22:08:00.010+08:00

Thanks COACH-es (for everything) ♥♥

2010-04-06T19:44:00.002+08:00

I'll never see you the same, the veil light has been lifted.
Now I see you’re gifted, my whole perspective has changed.
Don’t think I can go back, ‘Cause I will always desire it.
Don’t take another step near me, just in case we have regrets.
Tomorrow we might go back to being friends
I'll think about the way you look tonight :D

2010-04-05T19:39:00.001+08:00

ITS MY LIFE!!!

AND I AM PROUD TO HAVE IT :D

2010-04-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

Should I even forgive you?
Right now, I feel like the bitch.
But u started it all, and
I can't put the past behind me.
The past was just last week!
I am sorry and I know you are too.
When will I know the truth?
I still remember all those happy times.
Now it's just our history.

~~Ps. I love you~~

Ps. I am sick. (of you? Or me?)

2010-04-03T17:46:00.001+08:00

My paper heart is tearing apart.
I hate it when I see you at the bus stop
and you ignore me like you don't know me.
I feel stupid and lost.
Gosh, I hate this.

2010-03-31T21:29:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance Piers :D

The cake was my dinner D:

Maybe i should cook myself something nice to eat?

CUP NOODLEs-.-

OMG. the 2 hamsters are PRETTY :D

<3>

2010-03-28T01:23:00.000+08:00

I miss this hairstyle D:

2010-03-25T19:31:00.002+08:00

My back is hurting ttm D:

Tomorrow would conclude my first week in school for term 2.

Competition is coming real soon...

Training is tiring ttm and cause my back aches.

I left my chem textbook at bata, and its the new book -.-

I am so damn 'smart'.

Got new grey shoes :D pretty :)

I think there is a chem test tomorrow :(

Baby, i will stand by you.

2010-03-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

The Holidays were not much of a holiday.

Out of the 9 days, 7 days were CCA days, and 1 was CIP.

I am super duper tired.

I have a ton of homework not done D:

i feel really dumb in class now :(

FINALLY, i am in CLB :D

Anyway, i have not gotten a proper sleep since like 2 weeks ago.

2010-03-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

2010-03-19T17:29:00.002+08:00

Omg! I feel like crap.
Sleepy and tired ttm.
I can't get out of bed cause my back is aching:(
my phone now has 18% battery life
and the battery is dying real fast.
I survived 5 days of consecutive training.
Tomorrow is like a rest day but I have cip.
Sunday = training
my back hurts :(

2010-03-17T17:20:00.002+08:00

Watched Alice in wonderland today at lot1 with Amanda and Marianne :)
I couldn't stop sighing in the movie:)
Amanda and I couldn't stop talking and Marianne was surprising quiet.
Training was super tiring as I slept at like 2? Lols. I was watching animal planet:)
there was the final thing and I had a shoot off with 2 other girls and I tried to anyhow shoot but I got a 9 and we had to shoot again, and somehow, I got a 9! Again! So I won the shoot off, I think O.0
typing on my iPhone is tiring ttm.
I think my laptop is going to spoil. Sighz :(

2010-03-14T17:25:00.007+08:00

CLASS BBQ, WAS A SUCCESS :D

OMG. I LOVED THIS POLAROID PIC.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I AM IN THE FRONT AND CENTER :DDD

2010-03-14T16:54:00.005+08:00

HOTDOG CARNIVAL :D

SASHA CAME IN 7TH FOR THE 4KM RACE :)
AND SNOWY WAS JUST PICTURE PERFECT :]

SNOW AND SASHA ARE ON RAZOR TV :)

FAMOUS BEFORE ME HUH?

UNFAIR :(

2010-03-03T13:24:00.006+08:00

Being a girl has one suck-y problem, and thats the period.

Period spoils everything and everything sucks because of the period.

The period spoilt my shoot cause of the cramps.

Did i mention cramps sucks too?

NTU shoot was yesterday and damn i was damn sad.

i had a 364 and i know i should be happy and all, but the 3rd series spoilt it all-.-

Anyways, we had a sleepover/camp thing. cause of the sleeping bag. I slept awhile. like awhile only -.- When i first slept, amanda had to slam herself down on the 'mattress' and the 'gentle' giant woke me up. and i couldnt sleep back :( Later, i slept again, but i woke up cause my jacket that was covering my eyes moved and the light was damn bright:(

I got really scared when it was my detail. i was shaking like crazy and to make matter worse, my lane spoilt and i had to move to another lane and that made me more scared and my sighting shots were like shit and i was too scared and i gave up on sighting and i started shooting and amazingly my first 2 cards were a 95 :D but then my cramps came and it ruined everything. the other 2 cards were a 84 and a 90 :( so i felt that it sucked ttm.

After the shoot; my brother, mother, niece and uncle raymond brought me to the singapore flyer :) it was damn cool. but the ride ended really fast and it was really cloudy and i couldnt see the sun set which is a sad thing :( but i took some really nice pictures and dinner was at popeyes :D

2010-02-28T15:55:00.004+08:00

OMG. CRAMPs alert.

Stupid period.

now i will have my period during the ntu competition -.-

just my luck D:

It better not come during the nationals.

2010-02-25T19:03:00.002+08:00

ten dollars, wow.

The weekend is ending soon. like after tomorrow.

Life isnt much better -.-

Most of my classmates and i stayed up last night to the book report and to finish the presentation that was supposed to be today. BUT guess WHAT? She postponed the presentation and she didnt collect the book report-.- She wasted our time.

time=sleep=precious.

In the end we did our CA paper-.-

REALLY WASTED OUR TIME.

Pissed off TTM.

2010-02-25T05:44:00.001+08:00

(empty post)

2010-02-23T20:29:00.002+08:00

Sing me a song and we would be the only two left in this world.

OMG TTM. First competition is this tuesday.
i repeat, this tuesday.
I am not scared to shoot.
but i am scared that i would pull the team down :(

Life is a more down than up now a days.
Thats why life have 4 alphabets.
4 alphabets represents DOWN.
While 2 alphabets represents UP.

2010-02-23T05:59:00.001+08:00

Friends, you always need them.

2010-02-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

14829.)

I'm not in love with you like I used to be.

2010-02-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

14841.)
After seeing how he hurt her,
I am terrified that you are going to do the same to me.

2010-02-21T12:44:00.001+08:00

I woke up this morning and i didnt feel like P-Diddy :(

2010-02-20T15:28:00.005+08:00

I know i am not perfect enough for you.

I know i disappoint you most of the time.

I know i am not that smart kid, you always wanted me to be.

I know i am not that obedient little girl i was last time.

I know i am not making you proud.

BUT too bad. This is how i am.

I love myself.

And nothing will ever change who i am.

2010-02-20T08:47:00.000+08:00

Don't know how we got this far,
So attached now and this gets me,
Like a thief you stole my heart,
And I fallen in love so unfairly.

2010-02-19T05:58:00.002+08:00

Bang my head on the wall. Seriously, i did.

cause i didnt see the wall. it was like there and i didnt see it.

NVM.

Just ate kaya and bread and my hot drink was cold. i told my maid and she said okay.

But she didnt add hot water for me :(

NVM.

Yesterday i was in church til 9.30pm. Ate dinner/supper after that and reached home at like 10.30pm??? My bro and jie christine was at home. my brother's iphone crashed/blackout, u get the point. it was hot. as in the phone. i didnt know why ??? D:

I think i might have to do the SS and hist test today :(

SIGHZ.

the week is ending and the dinner is coming. i dont know what to wear. should i go bling bling or glam glam? I DUNNO. i think i will just tie my hair up cause i am lazy to go perm it or sometihng -.-

(A BIG SIGH...) LIFE.

2010-02-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the CNY celebration in school.

Shopping/movie after that?

Kimmie just said she cant go :(

I dont even know who is going now.

i might just go home after school to study.

OMG. Today was like a damn funny/stupid day.

Gillian being high and crazy, was just weird.

And she is weird. She admitted it.

I bought 26 roses in total and damn its heavy.

My mother actually asked me to buy (the roses) for the whole class -.-

BUT I DONT HAVE THAT MUCH MONEY :(

SO I JUST BOUGHT SWEETS, LIKE GUMMY BEAR :)

jELLY bEANS :D

2010-02-10T22:54:00.001+08:00

Its the day after my birthday.

Life is still the same.

2010-02-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

Its my birthday.
BYE.

2010-02-06T15:10:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday MUMMY :D

Mummy's birthday on the 2/2

but we celebrated on sunday 31/1 at nuss club.

Celebrating my birthday tomorrow with my family :D

Oh gosh, i am turning a year older in 3 days :(

2010-01-30T17:58:00.003+08:00

( My messy hair cause of the stupid weather D: )

CRAMP CRAMP CRAMP!

I hate this time of the month :(

i would be having my period during the NTU SHOOT :(

Why must the competition be at the time. SIGHZ.

Anyways :D i went to HORTPARK today and damn it was HOT.

2010-01-28T19:02:00.002+08:00

3parts of my blog starts here :

OMG. I am acting all bitchy and selfish again -.-

I flunked my maths test :(

i am dead:(

i wanna cry:(

i still dont believe i dont know how to do it.

i cant stand people telling me that its just a test and not CA1 -.-

i cant stop thinking of that stupid incident that pissed me off.

i cant stop blaming you for everything.

i feel like an idiot.

i feel like skipping school tomorrow so i can cry all day.

i hate crying at night before i sleep cause my eyes would look like shit in the morning.

BUT I CANT STOP CRYING.

You just dont understand do you?

For once i just wished you knew me.

School isnt a place for you.

---------------------------------------

I am done saying all those stuff.

whatever they are.

Anyway i should be happy and smile like an idiot.

& not cry like an idiot.

Gracine has mc for 6months! WHOOO!!!

My MC partner :DDD

We will sing and laugh during PE.

I will tell her the latest gossips :D

and she will bitch about her sis :D

OMg. i am damn happy bout this :D

-------------------------------

I miss you. truly, i do.

i hate whats going on.

its just damn sad when you think about it.

we are like strangers now.

i hate what we are.

2010-01-26T18:19:00.004+08:00

RIP RUSTI

SUNDAY WAS THE RUSTI DOG RACE :D

RUSTI PASSED AWAY SOME TIME AGO D:

AND ITS OWNER ORGANISED

THIS RACE TO RAISE MONEY FOR A DOG ASSOCIATION :D

AND THE RAISED MORE THAN 5000 BUCKS :D

MY BABES DID ME PROUD :D COMPLETING 3KM (RUN) :D

BUT SASHA ACTUALLY COMPLETED 5KM CAUSE OF THE STUPID GUY AS THE PERSON DIDNT TELL MY BROTHER TO MAKE A TURN -.-

THERE WERE LOTS OF DOGS. LIKE ALOT.

IT WAS AN EVENT FOR DOG LOVERS AKA ME :D

SNOW WAS DAMN FRIENDLY......

NORMALLY SHE WOULD BE FIERCE AND ALL BUT SOMEHOW....

YEAH SHE WAS NICE AND SWEET.

THE OMG THING WAS THAT EVERYONE WAS TAKING PICTURES OF HER :)

REASON : SHE WAS THE PRETTIEST ONE THERE :D

OMG. I AM DAMN LAZY TO BLOG ANY MORE SO I AM STOPPING HERE.

FULL STOP.

2010-01-23T14:29:00.002+08:00

ME. THE NEXT AMERICAN TOP MODEL.

LOL XD JKJK.

TO BE THE NEXT TOP MODEL.

I HAVE TO BE AS TALL AS THAT STATUE THING. HAHA.

MOST MODELS ARE TALL D:

AND I AM SHORT D:

FML.

2010-01-23T14:24:00.001+08:00

I like the way my hair is. No changes to the fringe.

But i feel like cutting my hair short.

BUT THERE IS NO WAY I WILL EVER DO THAT.

2010-01-22T19:05:00.009+08:00

LOL ttm.

I have been sick. eww, right?

sighz.

LIFE IS A ROLLER COSTER.

Did i spell coster correctly?

LOL XD

School is not as fun now. STUDY STUDY STUDY.

I am in it for the education huh?

I really love my camera.

Cant wait to camwhore with CHLOE :DDD

NEXT WEEK, SAT? CAN?

This sunday is the dog race, i wonder if my mummy will let me go and cheer Snow and Sasha on. Even though they dont need the cheering :P i would be the extra kid making a fool of myself and my camera.

{ Because you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

 You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

 You had a bad day

 The camera don't lie

  You're coming back down and you really don't mind

 You had a bad day }

2010-01-19T20:45:00.001+08:00

LOL :D

2010-01-18T18:10:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY FOUND MY TRUE LOVE.

not finally but yeah, u get it.

A camera - 500D.

WOO! I AM IN LOVE MAN.

YOU YOULDNT KNOW HOW I FEEL.

MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT WHEN IT WAS IN MY HANDS.

BABY, YOU ARE MINE.

YOU CANT DECIDE.

2010-01-17T22:32:00.004+08:00

If you could only read my mind,

you would know i am thinking about you all the time..

When you hug me, i think of it as though it means something else.

When you smile, my heart melts into pieces and i cant help but smile too.

When you wink at me, i feel as though we are a perfect match.

When you stare at me, i cant help but stare back with a grin on my face.

When you sat beside me, i cant help but imagine sitting in your arms.

When i embarrassed myself, you did not laugh at me.

When i forgot something, you did not get angry.

When i was sick, you stood by my side.

When i was sad, you always cheered me up.

When i was happy, you would smile along with me.

We are just friends and i like it that way,

i wont want to spoil our friendship.

Saying those 4 alphabets would mean many things,

and i said that to you before.

But the 3 words would mean alot more than the 4 alphabets. So...

I am keeping those 3 words in my heart and never let it out.

2010-01-17T18:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my study date, and ... ... ... ...

IT WENT WRONG.

NOT wrong wrong but wrong. LOL.

I AM NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT IT !!!

So, Chloe came to my house and we talked and laugh and gossip and we started talking about ghost stories in our primary school, she told me bout hers and i told her mine. Suddenly, the rubbish chute door slamed, and Sasha ran to the gate(door not closed) and she started barking. AND WE SCREAMED. I kept asking Sasha to stop barking but she didnt. After awhile she stopped and the paper thing drop from my kitchen door and it was loud. SO i jumped onto Chloe and we were freaking out TTM. SCARY SIA. To distract ourselves we watched MTV, teen cribs and then we went to jurong point for dinner at Long John Silver, we walked around after dinner and we went home. FUN DAY!!! :DDD

2010-01-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

I have to stop emo-ing.

3 good things:

1. My eye sight improved :D

2. Training wasn't all that bad :D

3. I enjoy chinese lesson :D

School-.-

2010-01-11T18:44:00.002+08:00

School has been tough, real tough. Today was the O levels results and the average score was 12.2 :) it's so freaking high!!! Since the smart people did well for their Os, we have a rest day on Monday:) so thank u for that!!! I have to studying F-ing hard if I wanna get good marks!!! Maths is averagly okay, I am understanding it somehow. Biology is hard! I regret taking it. Chemistry is alright at the moment. History/SS is confusing ttm-.- Chinese is understandable... Lit- Things fall apart, is just confusing as the characters names are like hard to remember!

Tomorrow there's training so I guess it's a break from studying??? I kinda miss 2/7:( all the craziness are like missing from my life...

Nicole wrote a letter indicating she wants to take clb and today during Chinese, she went to the library! Lucky her...

2010-01-10T17:42:00.002+08:00

OHH Miii GODDD!!!

I have to stop emo-ing for the slightest reasons :(

I dont think i can go for OBS :(

My life is over, NOT!

I have my Kit Kats from JAPAN to keep me going.

All the weird flavours that my mother bought.

Even though its weird... it tastes DELICIOUS!!!

I am so going to be FAT ttm if i keep eating CHOCOLATE daily...

Yesterday was a bore and today is a chore and tomorrow is a :

NIGHTMARE D:

2010-01-09T23:24:00.003+08:00

Being stuck outside the bar sucks. No aircon:( Having a drink, have no idea what's it is and peanuts. Ohh my god, i cant wait ti;l i am 18, as i would have no curfews, and i wont be stuck outside of the bar, like a kid -.-

(camwhoring outside the bar -.-)

2010-01-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

I know i have been a freak and acting bitchy at home for the past 2 days. But what can i do if you piss me off and i dont things done my way. So i cry and freak out. You want me to share my things with her but WTH, i have been giving in to her for more than 5 years and...

I JUST CANT STAND IT ANYMORE.

She wants everything you give me and i just hate it. I know i should give in to her as she is a kid, but What The Hell Man , i am still a kid. So what if i am a selfish bitch? She made me who i am. I hate going out with you people. Why cant i go out with my friends and have fun. My life is ruined right now, u guys are in the bar with your friends and i am stuck outside with MY LOVES (phone and laptop). I didnt want to go home as i cant stand being the bitch i am so i rather be alone. Even at home, alone, i will still act bitchy with the WALL.

I want to life my life, my way. why cant i?

2010-01-06T23:50:00.004+08:00

I feel like blogging before i sleep and i have no idea why:(

I read the notes i have on Things fall apart. and i only read the summaries of the chapters:( i cant read the book finish in less than a week and i only got the book on saturday:( Wonderful luck i have right? There is science tomorrow:( i am starting to hate school and this isnt the usual me. i guess i am going to be sick soon. My eyebags are big, i dont have enough sleep and i find things being weird and all, weird... I feel so different.

this is life ......

2010-01-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

I guess i would be blogging daily so that i can remember my fantastic life -.-

3rd day of school and counting. SS/hist is the same to me and its just HISTORY :D Amaths is getting harder than easier-.- Lao shi didnt come into class again, so 3 days in a row with no chinese. So i slept for half an hour during the free period aka chinese lesson. Someone said that she gave up on the failures and didnt need to see us to decide. she might be right, and she might be wrong. Dr Maha gave us each a different book to read and mine is about some opera lady. Gracine's book, first few pages is about a man having sex with a girl who could be his daughter-.-

Meet Amanda and Marianne after school and Marianne had to see ms ng, i mean mrs yeo. sighx. marianne keeps calling her ms ng so i also called her ms ng -.- You cant blame someone who dyed their hair 2 years ago and accuse them after 2 years. Its like you didnt notice it for a year and suddenly u notice after 2 years. WOW. LOLs:D Walked around tp interchange and had lunch with Olivia and Arielene. 5 of us eating in pizza hut is just lonely! Where are the rest? Paying the bill took forever:P Olivia and Arielene wanted to drag me to Novena but i didnt want to go home late so i guai guai went home and revised.

I have to memorized the lit thing by tomorrow and that just suck.

My faiRyTaLE

its not what I wear, its how I wear it.okay, its what I wear too.I have to look good while I'm on my way to the top.

School-.-

its not what I wear, its how I wear it.
okay, its what I wear too.

I have to look good while I'm on my way to the top.